My Life now is in...

It's getting harder and harder.. The rollercoaster is going up, higher and higher for the thrill ride.
Life is like a roller coaster, and now i m on the ride where it's the "going up" part.
I'm nervous, sweating, and scared!

Actually what i'm talking about is that, i m going to start my class soon. And my subjects and getting harder, it's only semester 2, oh man.. I'm not just saying this, I KNOW it.
I still don't even know what in the world is Krebs cycle, what?? something from spongebob.
It's something something, cellular respiration.  yea..haha

I feel so down right now, i miss P 'n'W. It's something i need.
Oh well, what i can do is, P.U.S.H (Pray until something happens) that's what my brother's friend said.
But I can't just wait all day, and wait for something to happen. i need to make something happen.

So what's my plan for this 2nd semester?
I have to drive to my campus everyday. A lot of challenges coming.
Life is hard, deal with it. You can curse all you want. Life sucks, FML, etc.

But there will always be something bad or good that is coming. I think it's kinda like a cycle.
 There are also quotes like what comes around goes around and then comes back around.
I just hope that i can keep up with my studies. Loving the chaos that's gonna come but i hate the confusion.
All i need is to have more faith. hope and faith. Love gives me hope. Falling in love?
Is that ok? What are the Pros and Cons.

It's okay to fall in love, but you just have to keep everything else balance in your life.

No, it is absolutely not ok to fall in love right now, you have to keep up with your studies, your future, have good relationship with your family and friends, your career choice, money, so many thing. and...
what? I don't care la you. Up to you.

 How pathetic, that was me giving advice to myself. Insanity.
I'll just go with the flow now. See what happens. but this sucks. The waiting. Slow boring roller coaster ride. oh well. Good luck.